Pregnant belly

One of my new year resolution is to exercise (kononnya..). Just like my other resolutions, they go down the drain. Oh well..

Realizing my hideous belly that I swear looks like a pregnant one, I never fail to put some lotion on it and do sit up right before I go to bed every single night. 

But my effort only lasted three days. Then I stopped for no reason except than laziness strikes again. 

Anywho, every day it takes me approximately 15 minutes to walk to my car. Because unfortunately there is no parking lot available for non MPP students like me, so I have to park the car beside the field which is quite far from my college. I thought mehh there's no need to exercise since I've been walking for 30 minutes per day since last year. It should be enough to get me fit and healthy. And I set my Romp jeans as my fat indicator. I've been wearing that jeans for the past 5 years and I'm still wearing it until now. So I figure if I no longer fit into that beloved jeans, then that only means one thing and that is I'm gaining weight. So nahhh since I could still easily squeeze myself in that, I guess there's no need to worry. 

But today out of boredom I took a photo of my belly and my God, it left me speechless. So unattractive..So fat and flabby. I look like three months pregnant. Now I seriously wish I have truckload of money so I can do liposuction. 

I notice that every time I wake up, my belly looks a bit flat but once I drink a glass of water, there it goes. It would suddenly increase into several millimeters.

I told mister I will definitely buy a treadmill one day. That way I don't have to do sit up. He responded, you know treadmill won't make your stomach go flat. You still need to do sit up. Oh man..I hate sit up. It's not fun at all. My only hope now is loosing some, if not all, those nasty fat during the fasting month!